eleen.KYLE
i AM who i am.
no one can change me for the way i am.
no one but ME.
eileen.there are times i wish i dont exist. YET. i'm glad i do.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

-nickelback: Far away-
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

so far away.


-yellowcard: Only one-
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


-Delta goodrem: Lost without you-
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind


-Savage garden: Crash and burn-
Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone



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i never dare to ask for that one chance.
i guess i never will.

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me_________`e-leen *
9:16 PM


Sunday, November 26, 2006

its sunday.
omg. i'm so bored.
like every other sunday.
friends used to ask me why i play ridiculous games like maple.
well.
its for bored sundays like today,
zzz.
yea and i lvled up. once.
yay..
zzzz.

updates: -

fri. -
went sch at 9 for submission.
everyone doing last minute touch ups.
ha.
rush rush rush.
run run run.
ho.
went to macs for brunch after that.
played abit of "ive never ever"
found out QUITE alot of stuffs.
HAHA.
i think its the only game where ppl would be honest.
=)
fun.
went to the pondok further down to drink.
ha.
drink till 1.45pm.
went back for ADT debrief.
HAHA.
ingrid smelt the alcohol i think.
plus jayden's face was like. super pink.
HAHA.
she asked, "you all had alcohol?"
me: *no answer, gave blank look*
AHAHA.
went back to pondok to continue drinking.
haha.
PID guys came to drink too.
celebrating eugene's birthday the next day.
drank/played drinking games/highness
and the guys.
LOL.
lousy drinkers omg.
HAHAHA.
shall not elaborate.
give you all face la.
=)
hur.
went for dinner at 12 am!
lol dinner.
omg.
then had yum.
LOL
whats yum?
i'll tell you next time,
buahaha.

sat - went for job seeking with shirley.
at vivo and town.
BAH.
not much luck.
asked yuanli to check out x-craft for me
hopefully can la.
HA.
drank abit of tiger at night again.
with shirley's friend miguel who came over to town to find us.
or rather her.
HAHA.

alright thats all for updates.
BAH.
bored sundays.
i dont like.


me_________`e-leen *
4:54 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006

boo.
just came home from school.
finished my model today.
YES AH!
hahaha
very scared that ingrid will reject it la.
she expects ALOT from me can.

"Eileen - you have displayed good understanding in terms of design concepts and theories well. You should explore further on how do you attain the next level from your case study other than introducing a transparent material to suggest openness. I expect more from you."

e-mail from ingrid.
gosh.
she makes me sound like some top pupil.
LOL. i think i gave alot of lecturers that impression somehow.
which is NOT good.
cause this means i have to put in alot of EXTRA EXTRA effort to live up to their expectations.
but then again,
in a way its good.
helps me to improve myself and stretch my limitations.
HAHA.
oh wells.

done with model.
now i'm left with the precedent studies.
and if i have more time i do more visual journal.
HAHA.
only have like 3 pages.
gosh.
die.
lol.

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When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you

It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart

you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

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cause you have me


me_________`e-leen *
12:55 AM


Sunday, November 19, 2006

WOOHOO.
friday updates.
alright.
went to motorshow with the pid guys.
limjian, moses, boon, weihon, josh, jeremy, eugene, kenneth
yup.
super nice la the lamborghinis.
OMG.
SO FREAKING NICE.
and freaking expensive.
lol. like can buy 2 5rooms executive HDBs alr.
haha.

buahaha was cool can.
and kinda fun.
fooling around and everything.
HUR.
i think the trucks place was like our playarea.
LOL.
the show girls not so hot leh.
HAHA.
but still alot of those dirty old men.
lol. i think their purposes is go and take showgirls pics.
cause they didn't even took the cars. LOL.

after that limjian and eugene went home.
and the rest of us went to seletar to lepak.
haha kinda cool that place.
like some road you'll see in Initial D.
LOL. one long stretch of road.
and ppl with nice cars showing off.
vrooooom.
ha.
and all the YUM was nice.
HAHAHA.
reached home about 2am i think.
HAHAHA.
watched "Just my Luck".
slept at like 5am.
HAHAH


saturday -
woke up at 2pm. LOL
went for lunch with my family.
then went to meet shirley at 8plus.
going town.
hur.
called limjian, josh, jeremy, boon along.
woohoo.
walked around town.
went to take NEOS.
HAHA.
super fun.
=)

josh, jeremy, boon went home at about 11 plus.
last bus
hur.
so left with me limjian shirley.
went to buy tickets for "Step Up"
AHHH.
super nice.
wth.
i'm gonna watch it again i dont care!!
HAHA.

after movie we went to get tiger and sat outside taka,
LOL.
played cards.
daidee, the 1-13 game, blackjack etc.
LOL.
sat and played until 6am!!!
1st mrt.
LOL.
then all went home.
super tired.
HAHA
but fun sia
=p

hope you're feeling better girl.
love ya lots. =)


me_________`e-leen *
4:23 PM


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

zzz.
assignment two.
good luck.
think i'm gonna be SO freaking shag.
okay anyway.
went to school at about 2 plus today.
xinyi supposed to come.
no, she's the one who WANTED to come.
then pang seh me half way.
-.-
could have told me earlier wad.
then i dont need to go school so early.
i was like,
sitting alone.
STONE.
STONES.
STONED.
omg.
bored.
have to wait till hongwen finish class at 5pm to pass him the guitar.
went to IAD studio.
i was so bored, guess wad i did?
i water-colour-rendered a can of coke.
LOL.
i drew it and painted it.
but wasnt really rendered.
cause someone stole my white paint so i cant do the "lighting"
urgh.
studio's dangerous to leave things around.

okay so at 5pm.
went to find hongwen to lend him my black beauty.
then went to find the PID guys.
cause i know they should have finished class by then.
hmm.
then slacked around while waiting for shirley to come.
josh, moses, limjian, hakim went to the bookshop.
then josh shouted to ask me to follow.
then i asked boon go also...
WAHA.

then at the bookshop,
i told boon i want kinder brueno.

me: boon i want.... *points to choc*
boon: really ar.
me: yaaa. HEE.
boon: *takes choc to pay*
WAHAHA. yay.
boon seng so nice.
only when he's not teasing me.
LOL.

then went to cheers at business school.
shirley came.
hmm. went back to their class.
played/slacked awhile.
HAHA. the idiots locked me and boon outside.
lamers.
okay.

then went up to Cs.
after CS went for dinner.
yada yada yada.
HAHA.
okay.
fun day basically.
thats all.
i dread the next 2 weeks,
ZZz.
assignment TWO.
urgh.


me_________`e-leen *
12:13 AM


Friday, November 10, 2006

OKAY.
i just finished my Assignment one.
i'm so freaking tired i tell you.
everyday do project until at least 10pm.
then reached home sleep straight.
uhh. after bathing la.

urgh.
and now we are gonna start assignment 2.
OMG.
i think i'll just DIE.
crap.
i'm so tired,
that i didnt go online go DAYS.
ya that tired.
even my parents find it weird.
WTH.

okay.
hmm.
nothing much to blog about.
HAHA.
frequent CS session.
makes one high when you are sleepy.
HOHO.
okay.
monday i think i'll be going school to play.
LOL.


me_________`e-leen *
11:19 PM


Sunday, November 05, 2006

friday-
went to school early to hand in my BAPHO.
yay. free.
but kinda sad.
no more dark room leh.
HAHA.
so fun there lor.
OKAY.
class was so boring.
and i only managed to spuce up the class abit.
"RED is SEXAYE COLOUR"
yea.
nancy said that hor.
dont argue.
LOL.
yaaa. sleepy in class laa.
zzz.
okay.
went to mensa to find shirley after class.
she was with darryl and friends.
LOL. darryl brought absolut ruby red to school la.
omg. haha.
we just drank at mensa.
with the bottle right in the middle of the table.
LOL.
okay.
drank only ABIT.
but my face turned RED.
like some freaking tomato.
HAHA.
everyone who saw me was like,
"sia la. why your face so red?!?!"
=p.
it happens everytime i drink laa. hahah.
mon supposed to go pondok drink again. =p.
went to CS after drinking with shirley, darryl and his friend benji.
HAHA.
so high please.
11 vs 12.
WOOHOO.
hyper siaaa.
lol. its like.... IAD + PID cs session.
LOL.
damn fun.
played until 10.30pm.
wth. LOL. latest ever. SO FAR.
HAHA.
then went for dinner with the pid guys.
reached home at like 12am. LOL.

sat-
went to sentosa with shirley to tan today.
ahaha.
darryl working there today [lifeguard at sentosa sehh]
haha.
shirley and i kept making him slack by playing dai dee with us.
=p.
and we concluded.
eileen = daidee queen
darryl = daidee loser
shirley = got dee also no use/daidee sore loser.
LOL.
i won every round except one.
HAHA.
went to play volleyball with shirley's friend, meryl and her friends awhile.
HAHA.
volleyball FUN sia.
LOL.
yay going back sentosa again next sat. HAHA.


me_________`e-leen *
12:04 AM


Thursday, November 02, 2006

argh.
Architecture Design Theory = BORING.
haha okay. not boring.
actually KINDA interesting.
but very DRY.
and super theory-ish.
Z.
okay.
cs-ed with the guys
SUPER funny i tell you.
cannot stop laughing one.
lol.
i just LOVE those guys please.
HAHA.
they entertain me sia.
LOL.

hohum.
hmm.
aiya.
die.
getting more dependent on those guys.
zzz.
not good sia.
actually didnt wanna find them tmr.
but hakim shouted, "see you at cs tmr"
LOL.
sian.
then thinking going to find them afterall.
HA.
lame shit.


me_________`e-leen *
10:59 PM



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